Pre-wedding post 1
Welcome back me :) back from beautiful and lush windy New Zealand...back to beautiful and lush sunny Malaysia...No writing for more than a year, I have so much to write I don't even know where to begin. For the past 3-4 years I have been living a nomadic life I can't even remember what I've done, faces I saw, places I've been...I never wanted to miss anything or anyone that I have left behind, so I tried not to get attached to anything or anyone. I said my goodbyes and that's it....that's the end of the adventure, and if our paths cross again one day...that'll be nice. If not...it's nice knowing you...we had nice memories and that's how it's gonna stay.
Now as like last year...I'm back to the only constant factor in my life...my own sweet home in little town in Sarawak. In my own little room which my parents has renovated for me and my new life. and back to my blog...which is always there when I come home.
Did I not mention I'm getting married? me...getting married :) I have been blessed in my life with all the opportunities to meet all the nicest people (and not so nice people :p) all over...and finally I found my soulmate. And he's my hometown boy...so mum is ecstatic..hehe...didn't I tell you I have been blessed? and so lucky to meet this wonderful man. Maybe another time...I will write more about him...for now I want to keep him all to myself...hehe
I really should be blogging more about what I've done....and where I've been. it's more for my sake, my memories have been failing me a lot...I can't keep up with my own life. I'm sure I've done a lot of things...I just can't recall them...hmmm....I should take more notice on things that's going on around me.
I already back to Malaysia for 3 days...and still recovering from some annoying viral illness that's bugging me for more that a week. Where did I get this bug? I ahve no idea... when my parents came over to New Zealand we were everywhere, in all kind of weather that NZ can throw at us...wind, rain, sun u name it...a bit of snow from afar....I fell sick after my parents left, I got back to work for another couple of days before flying back to Malaysia. Mind you a got a few bug bites in NZ while cleaning my house...I just hope Aedes don't breed in NZ..hmmm....
Need to get better to get on with the wedding plan. It's time to get things together and see it happening....teeheee....I'm a nervous bride...not bridezilla yet...but I haven't even started. God helps us when I turn into the green bridezilla...lets pray I don't come to that...hehe...
Got a few weddings to go to before my own...2 weddings next week and another one a week after that. I love weddings :) I especially love seeing the wedding dress and how the groom looks at the bride...hehe...mushy at heart eh...love is the greatest feeling of all afterall.
For me..I'm nervous and ecstatically happy, excited and anxious, hopeful and praying everything will be alright. All the mixed feelings...sometime it's easier to concentrate on just the wedding and not the marriage. Wedding jitters? don't we all get it? hehee...the wonderful thing is everytime I feel that way...I just look at the ring on my finger and think no matter how things go...things will be alright cos I know I'm with my partner in life. Life is more beautiful when shared with the people you love isn't it?
I'm turning into mush, I think I better go have my shower and get ready to go out. We're going for dim sum yay! there goes my wedding diet :p
posted by miniME @ 1:40 AM
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