Jerebu
The water is so cloudy that Aboy and Amoy just couldn't see where they're going. Damn it. I just changed the water last weekend. I just bought new filter yesterday, I thought I'd change the filter before I go away for holiday.
Sabar kay, Aboy and Amoy.
Sian my goldfish.Jerebu sekejap....
I hate routine
When life becomes a routine, that's when you lose passion. When jabbing people's veins means nothing, when seeing death doesn't scare me anymore, that's when I'll quit my job and go to catering business. haha.
Luckily now, my stomach still turn everytime I jab people's skin, I'm scared I'm hurting them too much. No one deserves to be in pain, thats why I think anaesthetists are the best. I don't like people who thinks patients should bear the pain and stop moaning too much when they are in pain. How'd u like it if ppl open up your tummy and poke poke around and then take out your gut and saw you up like a chicken and then don't give you enough painkillers and expect you to sit up and smile everytime they come around your bed with their troop of whitecoated army, whispering to each other discussing about your bowel habit?
Treat the patients like you'd like your parents to be treated. You wouldn't want your family to be stripped naked in front of 10 medical students to be oohs and aahh by them looking at that weird lump under the breast. You wouldnt want your grandmother to be embarassed without her dentures talking to the whole load of 'smart-looking' young doctors asking about how are their waterworks doing.
Keep your heart. Keep the passion. Be kind. It is hard to do when it becomes routine. But it wont become so hard if we remember our family, remember your parents, remember how you started. Be human.
Paperworks, chits, x-rays, reports, clerking sheets, audits, phonecalls are just another job.
Patients....they are not just another job.
I hate routine.
