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It's true what people say about being honest. There is such a thing as being too honest. There is such a thing as a 'white lie'. I hate dishonesty. I hate hypocrisy.

Simply put in a few words.

I hate it when people say things they don't mean.

Don't tell me you trust me when you actually don't.

Don't wish me a good time when you'd rather me sit at home feeling blue missing you.

Don't ask me anything if you've already made up your mind about it.

I just have to write this. I'm angry and frustrated, I know you are too. This happens too many times and I know it's usually better tomorrow. But it's not gonna be gone. This will keep coming back and will keep haunting us. People don't change, you're not gonna and neither am I.

I'm writing this down, to remind myself that this is what I'm feeling today. Cos I'll forget about it tomorrow and I know then I'll regret putting this post up.

This is what I've been thinking all day.

No, I didn't have fun today at the European market. There are very rare guilt-free day or nite-out or weekends with friends, cos I know you can't accept that this is who I am, this is how I live my life here.

I'm sorry I can't make you happy.

posted by miniME @ 6:48 PM