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cactus love

what does it mean when you get a cactus on a valentine's day? hmm..the relationship will be painful and unromantic, but it will last forever? will it? even cactus wont last forever if you dont water it for the whole year! cactus will survive a long time without water... ppl take it for granted, it's still a living plant, it needs water. ppl can be patient and tolerant to stay in a relationship, but without love the relationship will die. how can you survive on false pretend love? it was painful. painful when you give all your loyalty and committment, and above all your trust to someone you really love, and get betrayal and lies in return. how can people be so deceitful, desperate enough to lie to themselves, maybe to get a temporary companion(like a pet maybe) for a lonely journey of being a student. once he gets to the point where the pet doesnt give him more excitement, or started to demand something more from him like better food and more cuddles.. exasperation takes place. he doesnt need it anymore...its too demanding...not worth his time and energy..he just doesnt love it enough..doesnt love it anymore...never had. lied to himself all these years that he loves it, so he can keep it, so it wont run away and he'll lost all the good things that he gets from the pet. he likes it when it fetches his paper every morning without fail, lick his feet when he's tired, it will cry with him when he's sad, do everything for him because the pet loves him to bits. by the way, there are more pets in the streets that he can pick up and play with and dump it again if it gets annoying.
someone said to me once,if you want to see how your relationship will be...just remember your first movie you have watched together. mine (with him) is "From Hell".
need to study!!exam is coming!stop thinking about it!! someone pls dunk my head in the toiletbowl and slap me!! btw, the pet still loves him. cactus died despite thousands of attempts to revive it. whats a girl to do?

posted by miniME @ 1:40 PM